38th Birthday
I am officially now 38 years old . Increasing age according to the logic of thought should be more mature. Am I more mature in the matter of a life full of challenges at this time ?. No Thanksgiving Ceremony was held to celebrate the birthday because I only remembered my own birthday. My life and my mother's life are still the same as yesterday. It's just that my life on this earth may be getting shorter. The number 38 is a number that has various meanings. Depending on who has the number. To me, maybe having the number 38, means that my opportunities and hopes since graduating from University are now over. Everyone has a dream to work in the government or a public servant. So was I, several times had the opportunity but failed at the last minute. It may be true, I'm not destined to become public servants. The number 38 also means that I can now be categorized as a group of OLD people. No longer a Youth group like before. In fact, my nature felt very weak and lifeless. If I...