MY STORY

 Indeed, among the signs that the Day of Judgment is approaching is that people feel that time is moving faster. Today is the last day of the month of March 2021, many incident have taken place this month, including the mother was unconscious due to fever heat. Today, my old motorcycle tires are flat. When taken to the store to change the tube, the appearance of the tire was damaged causing the motorcycle tube to leak. The total cost of changing tires and tubes is RM50. A fairly large value for an unemployed person is me. Such is life, we can only plan but Allah SWT determines what is best for us. Fate decides that I have to spend RM50 just to change the tires and tubes of the motorcycle while the main use of the money has not been made. That is capital to start a business or venture that is able to generate income. What will happen in April ?. May you live a long life and have the opportunity to celebrate Ramadan. What is definitely different this time around is for my aunt w...

Di antara godaan dunia yang semua manusia inginkan ialah KUASA. Memilikinya mampu mengubahkan keadaan atau sikap orangnya. Segala hajat yang diingini di atas muka bumi ini tanpa mengira adakah ia sesuatu yang halal atau haram pasti diperolehi. Percaya atau tidak, kuasa mampu membuatkan perkara yang haram mengikut agama Islam menjadi halal. Maka, tidak pelik jika aku katakan bahawa  kuasa itu mampu membawa sesiapa sahaja yang memilikinya ke Syurga atau Neraka. Mungkin itu sifat manusia, sebelum berkuasa bicaranya lain, selepas berkuasa bicaranya lain. Perubahan pula sangat jelas sehingga sesiapa sahaja mampu melihatnya. Sebijak mana seseorang itu, sealim mana seseorang itu. Kuasa mampu mengubahnya secara perlahan-lahan sehinggakan akhirnya hanya tersedar ketika Malaikat Maut sedang mencabut nyawa. Adakah Waktu itu, masih sempat bertaubat?. Jika kita membaca sirah Rasulullah SAW serta para sahabat. Adakah mereka hidup bermewah seperti Khalifah yang hidup ketika ini?. Berkereta mewah?...

  When it comes to politics, the storyline is almost the same for every country. There is a government component and an opposition component. Differences may be in the number of parties contesting in a general election. There are countries that have only two parties and there are countries that have almost 10 parties contesting. On the other hand, not all citizens of a country are directly involved with a political party as members of that party. Many like to be mere observers while evaluating which party is fulfilling the promises given before the last General Election. Therefore, for those who are given the opportunity to hold power as the ruler of the country through politics, do not be arrogant and conceited with what they have. The political situation in this country, in my opinion is still volatile. Too many political polemics so that the people are the indirect victims. The situation became more critical when the world was hit by a pandemic that forced the newly appointed go...

  Sekali lagi, ibu jatuh sakit disebabkan kuman di bahagian kaki kirinya. Dua hari sebelum sakit, ibu mengadu bahawa tubuhnya rasa kurang enak. Setiap kali mendengar keluhan itu, aku pasti rasa bimbang kerana sudah beberapa kali ibu jatuh sakit kerana punca yang sama. Pagi kelmarin, semasa solat Subuh, keadaan mula berubah. Ibu mula tidak sedarkan. Oleh kerana bukan kali pertama ibu dalam keadaan tidak sedarkan diri, aku sudah boleh membaca tanda-tandanya. Aku cuba membawa ibu ke kerusi rehat di ruang tamu tetapi sukar sehinggakan ibu rebah dan aku terpaksa pangku kerana ibu tidak dapat bernafas dengan lancar. Aku segera hubungi ibu saudara untuk meminta pertolongan. Demam ibu sedikit kebah setelah lap dengan kain basah oleh mak cik, dari hanya aku seorang diri, semakin ramai yang hadir membantu. Keadaan ibu semakin baik. Dengan bantuan sepupu terdekat, aku bawa ibu ke Klinik yang berdekatan untuk mendapatkan rawatan. Apabila pulang ke rumah, berehat seketika barulah ibu dalam kead...

  Sejujurnya aku terkejut dengan laporan terkini status kesihatan COVID-19 di Kelantan dengan kewujudan satu kluster baru iaitu Kluster Paloh Rambai . Setiap hari, ada sahaja kes baru dicatatkan oleh Kluster tersebut. Kluster Paloh Rambai berada di kawasan  Parlimen Ketereh , semestinya ia menimbul kegusaran pada semua penduduk kerana radius jangkitan difahamkan telah merebak sehingga ke daerah Bachok. Dikatakan Kluster ini terjadi disebabkan indeks Kluster telah mengadakan kenduri kahwin pada awal bulan ini. Bahkan sebuah sekolah terpaksa ditutup kerana dikatakan beberapa orang gurunya turut terkena jangkitan. Namun tidak dapat dipastikan jumlah kontak rapat yang terlibat di sekolah berkenaan. Pada pendapat aku, situasi ini sangat mendukacitakan kerana para pelajar dan ibubapa menjadi mangsa keadaan tidak diduga sama sekali. Hakikatnya kita masih belum berjaya memutuskan rantaian penularan pandemik ini. Pada waktu yang sama, aku melihat keadaan warga setempat yang amat jela...

  If come across someone who has known me since school days and haven't met for a long time. Surely one of the questions asked is how am I doing right now ?. A simple question, but a very deep because I do not have a real answer to the question. I understand that at the age of almost 40 years. I should have achieved something in this life, a graduate of the University of Malaya in Media Studies. Still unemployed because of caring for a sick mother, at the same time I also had health problems. Various senses of things in the mind and soul all the time. only I always persuade my heart that Allah SWT knows what is best for me. When  follow the progress of school or university friends. Almost all of them have been successful in  their careers and happy families. Honestly it makes me ashamed of myself for not being able to show something like what my school or university friends have shared so far on social media. I have to be sincere that our destinies are different. It's not...

  Strange when so long I have left high school there is still someone who knows me. But if you count the period, 20 years have passed.  Plus I’m not a popular student at school. Therefore, I should not be known by many students. Strange isn't it ?. Suddenly someone still recognized me. Today I tried to buy breakfast at a new store that is located a bit far from my house. It is because my aunt was so eager I suggest to try to buy breakfast at the store.  There is no denying that the shop owner is a person who is famous for his nasi dagang . Since I was small, often bought when the night market. The location of the shop is in the village area, still not so many people were buying when I arrived. I bought 4 packets of nasi berlauk .  When the seller was preparing the order, suddenly. "Did you ever go to school in Ketereh?" One question I didn’t anticipate at all, when I looked at the seller who was selling, I didn’t recognize it I began to feel uncomfortable because the...