MY STORY

Tahun 2019, kini semakin sampai ke penghujung, setiap dari kita semestinya mempunyai catatan peribadi yang mempunyai pelbagai kenangan yang akan diingati sampai bila-bila. Cuma aku secara peribadi tertanya-tanya tentang catatan perjalanan hidup setakat ini. Menarik atau membosankan kerana setiap kita hanya ada 2 kemungkinan iaitu menarik atau sebaliknya. Bagi aku, setiap dari kita atau makhluk yang hidup di atas dunia ini mempunyai perjalanan hidup yang tersendiri. Permulaan dari sebuah kelahiran yang menggembirakan dan berakhir dengan sebuah kematian, sesungguhnya hakikat yang kita lupa bahawa dunia ini hanya sementara sahaja, akhirat juga yang abadi. Tahun ini, umur aku memasuki angka 36, tahun depan in sha Allah andai panjang umur memasuki 37. Namun kisah perjalanan aku, sejujurnya masih samar-samar. Masih belum pasti haluan mana harus aku ambil. Terasa kelakar bukan?, ketika orang lain yang sebaya dengan aku telah lama menemui haluan perjalanan mereka. Adakah aku telah temu...

During my period as a Student, I had various experiences from the beginning of entering the University until the Convocation. People say the experiences we glean back then, though bitter are sure to be sweet when recalled. Even from beginning to end, I stayed in the Residential College provided by the University. However, at one point I had the opportunity to learn how to live outside the university while undergoing practical training at one of the country's GLCs. At the beginning of my practical training, I lived in a Residential College. I was informed by the assistant hostel supervisor that I could rent at the Residential College for the duration of the practical training.  Apparently, there was a communication problem between the hostel staff. Therefore, I was required to vacate the dorm room as it was indeed the residential college party not to allow students to stay during semester breaks. Problems began to exist, I had to live where after being kicked out of the dorm. The...

Home, it refers to the place where every creature including human beings seek protection from other creatures or natural disasters. We all desperately need a place called home, regardless of whether it is big or small to live in. Among the various houses mentioned. there is a house that is very valuable, not in its price but in the value of its family, it is a heritage house that used to be the residence of our ancestors. The special thing about this house, there are times when it is very quiet, there are times when it is very noisy. This house is a witness to how parents see their children grow up and then leave the house because they want to build their own life elsewhere. Time changes, now little children are now growing up. have their own family, they will only return to the heritage house if the parents are still there or want to meet with siblings or relatives at any festive time.. The ancestral home left by my grandparents is now inhabited by my aunt, husband and one of my...

My father died on July 27, 2007, when I was in Penang. I am still undergoing on -the -job training under the GREEN Program and stationed at the Malaysia Airports Training Center (MATC) Penang branch. Dad's death was unexpected despite knowing that his father's condition was getting critical due to his kidney failure. Dad was a military retiree, retiring early on family factors. Served in the Corps of Engineers. My father in his youth had served in several states including Sarawak where he had been involved in an accident that nearly claimed his life. As a soldier, a father is a very assertive person especially when it comes to time. makes me very much in tune with his temperament when it involves the same thing. A good attitude for me in the future. Although my mother and father were government employees, the value of their salary or pension when I was a child was very low compared to now. However, my father and mother never failed to meet the needs or wants of their children...

Setiap dari kita, semestinya mempunyai rutin atau aktiviti harian yang berbeza, banyak faktor yang mempengaruhi rutin seseorang itu, rutin harian seorang Perdana Menteri semestinya berlainan dengan rutin harian seorang penganggur seperti aku.   Perkongsian kali ini, aku ingin bercerita soal rutin harian sepanjang tahun 2019. B oleh dikatakan aku banyak habis masa di rumah sahaja, hal ini disebabkan keadaan kesihatan ibu yang memerlukan seseorang menemani sepanjang masa. Setelah peristiwa ibu tidak sedarkan diri, membuatkan aku trauma untuk membiarkan ibu tinggal seorang diri dalam tempoh lama. Walaupun kini, aku seorang penganggur, itu bukan bermakna aku tidak berusaha mencari peluang dan ruang, bahkan aku pernah tubuhkan Syarikat pada tahun 2017. Namun, syarikat hanya atas nama sahaja kerana setiap perancangan menemui kegagalan tanpa bermula. Cukup tempoh, aku tutup syarikat tersebut. Ketika aku bekerja di Putrajaya, sekitar tahun 2012 sehingga 2015, ada cousin yang teng...

 BUBUR ASYURA  Menjadi kebiasaan bagi Umat Islam di Malaysia terutama orang Melayu, apabila memasuki sahaja bulan Muharram. Aktiviti yang wajib dilakukan ialah memasak BUBUR ASYURA. Ianya seolah-olah menjadi tradisi yang wajib dilakukan setiap tahun. Istimewanya bubur asyura ini ialah kita hanya dapat merasa setahun sekali sahaja, cuma semakin jarang dibuat di kalangan kita masa kini, aku bimbang kelak BUBUR ASYURA bakal tinggal nama sahaja. Aku tidak begitu mengetahui sejarah awal bagaimana terjadi tradisi memasak bubur asyura. Aku hanya tahu sejak dari kecil lagi, aktiviti memasak bubur asyura menjadi aktiviti utama bagi rata-rata rakyat Malaysia termasuk negeri Kelantan. Arwah atuk kebiasaan akan memasak 2-3 kawah bubur asyura yang mana ia dilakukan secara gotong-royong bersama saudara-mara dan penduduk sekitar. Membuatkan aktiviti memasak meriah seolah-olah kenduri orang kahwin. Kaum perempuan menyediakan hidangan buat kaum lelaki yang bergilir-gilir mengacau...

The end of 2017, I got the opportunity to work in one of the private companies whose core business is e-learning and is headquartered in Kuala Lumpur. After almost 2 years I became unemployed. The company is conduct a campaign and collected data related to online learning in schools throughout Malaysia.  Therefore, the company has appointed several contract staff to assist in running the campaign within a year.  I am one of the contract staff appointed for the state of Kelantan. Our worked hours are flexible, our job is to get permission from the school to give talks to students or teachers within a certain period.  The date and time of the talk will be held depending on the school management.  The number of employees in the state of Kelantan, including the Manager were 8-10 people, mostly younger than me. The skills most emphasized to us as company employees are public speaking skills. This is because we will be giving a lecture in front of hundreds of students, in...